Saturday, March 30, 2013

Day #40

Today is the last day for me to be blogging about memory verses.  It is crazy how fast, and at time slow, it has gone.   Thank you to those who have been in this with me.  Your love and encouragment was what I needed it to be... accountability. I don't have every scripture memorized word for word, but I'm so thankful for the knowledge I have gained. I know more now than I did 40 days ago. I pray I continue to seek after scripture...for it to run in my blood.

This past week I've thought, 'how am I going to wrap this up?' 'What verse will I end with?'  I've memorized verses about God's promises, the Holy Spirit's power, the restoration found in Christ... the list could go on. Then last night we were playing a game with my parents, chit chatting about nonsense fears.  Then my Dad mentioned Matthew 6:34...

'Therefor do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about itself. Each day has enough trouble of its own.'

After thinking about this verse, this is the last one I want to focus on for this lent season.  Yes, it is a simple verse I have heard several times. Though simple, it is so powerful and should drive how I live.  In a way it sums up what I've been learning this journey.  It's the perfect umbrella verse. Here is a pep talk to myself regarding  todays verse and the verses from the past 39 days...

God has given you what you need to get through today.  His riches surround you in many forms. Dwell in His faithfulness, goodness and perfect peace. When you woke up this morning you were a new fresh person...just like you are each day. God has a plan for you, today.  Be quiet enough to hear the Holy Spirit whisper what direction you should go, today. The Spirit is in you, advocating for you to be the best you can be. Don't be a slave to the world around you. Express love to all you meet.  Live today the best you can.  Do not worry about tomorrow. 

May God bless us as we journey to know Him and make Him known.

Friday, March 29, 2013

Day #39

Good Friday. On this day we reflect on the power of darkness and evil. Yesterday I was reading the scene of when Jesus was crusified. Scripture tells us it was darkness covered the earth and the earth shook. Can you imagine what it was like? Can you imagine the defeat some may have felt?  I love that today is called 'Good Friday.' It reminds me of the goodness and new life we have in Christ. 

Revelation 21:5

And He who sits on the throne said, “Behold, I am making all things new.” And He said, “Write, forthese words are faithful and true.”

Today's scripture is such a great promise to me. God makes all things new. Not only does he say it, he tells us to write these words down, because these words are faithful and true. My dear friend has a tattoo that says it. Talk about a daily reminder! 

Despite the darkness in our world. We serve a God who has victory over death  and darkness. We serve a God who makes ALL things new. What does that mean for you?  It brings me to tears. I'm humbled that no matter if I fall... Maybe say something a regret, dont extend grace (even to myelf) or spend time doubting. His mercies are new every morning making all things new and fresh in me. 
Praise His name that He overcame darkness. 

Thursday, March 28, 2013

Day #38

I really love the Easter season. It's such an exciting time as we wait to celebrate. We wait to celebrate what defines us as Christians. It's a shame that so many things can get in our way as stumbling blocks, causing us not to be excited.

I was reading in Matthew today and was reminded that humans, including me, can be stumbling blocks for others. Jesus had stumbling blocks.

Matthew 16:23

Jesus turned to Peter and said, ' Get behind me satan! You are a stumbling block to me; you do not have in mind the concerns of God, but merely human concerns. '

My prayer is that stumbling blocks would never get in my way. I know I face them daily, but I pray they never deflate my excitement for Jesus. Especially the excitement for the celebration found in Jesus' death and resurrection.

Wednesday, March 27, 2013

Day #37

Isaiah 41:10

So do not fear, for I am with you. Do not be dismayed for I am your God. I will strength you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Lately I feel like I've been having a lot of conversations about fear. Fear of being alone. Fear of what our world is coming to. Plain and simple, fear of all things bad. The thing is I know the enemy feeds off of fear. In my opinion, Especially in women.

In my life fear goes up and down. I can testify how The Lord has given me strength. Just like he promises in today's verse. Fear has taken on many forms in my life. Most recently I thought my history of working in a children's hospital would feed my fear of noelle getting hurt or sick. However, it hasn't consumed me like I thought it would. God has given me strength to not fear and to trust.

I'm grateful for the other areas he has give this scaredy pants strength. I'm so grateful. I pray that I will call in Gods strength daily and that I would not live in fear.

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Day #36

Colossians 3:15-17

Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. Let the message of Christ dwell among you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom through psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit, singing to God with gratitude in your hearts. And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.


It's my last day to focus on this passage.  The last verse has come at a great time for me.  One of those moments of sunshine God has matched up for me.  And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.

In no way do I want to sound like I'm being boastful by sharing this little story.  Actually, it's quite humbling because I think stories like this should be taking place daily in my life...and they don't. I wont go into a lot of details.  I was in conversation with someone and they expressed a fear they had in my judgement regarding actions in their life.  I was able to share that I am a Christ follower, I take forgiveness and unconditional love seriously. I ellaborated a little more, and her eyes filled with tears.

It was amazing because she claims to not believe in God.  But, me telling her I don't  judge her... in the name of Jesus, she was obviously moved! 

So... whatever you do today.  Whether it be buy groceries or feed the poor.  Do it all in the name of Jesus.

Monday, March 25, 2013

Day #35


Colossians 3:15-17

Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. Let the message of Christ dwell among you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom through psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit, singing to God with gratitude in your hearts. And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.


On Friday I wrote about peace ruling our hearts. Today I want to pick up talking about the message of Christ dwelling among us, in different forms. I love this verse, mainly because I love music. Music has played a powerful role in my life. I grew up in a home where my father's profession was music. I can hear a song and be right back in a memory. While I love all forms of music, I really love Christian music. Honestly, some is a little cheesy for me. But, a lot of it moves me to tears!

I've discovered that music can change my attitude. It's crazy it can play such a powerful role. I can't help but think Christ likes it when His message dwells in us through music. Especially when we sing to God with gratitude in our hearts. I pray I fill my head with songs of praise. May those lyrics be stuck in my mind, continuing to praise Him all day.

Saturday, March 23, 2013

Day #34


Colossians 3:15-17

Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, since as members of one body you were called to peace. And be thankful. Let the message of Christ dwell among you richly as you teach and admonish one another with all wisdom through psalms, hymns, and songs from the Spirit, singing to God with gratitude in your hearts. And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him.

Today I want to focus on verse 15. Monday I will focus on the rest.

The other day Andy and I were discussing a situation and he pointed out he wasn't sure if that person had peace. His comment stopped me in my thoughts. So often I think people, even members of the body of Christ, don't have a peace in their hearts. And that is why they allow life to keep them in bondage.

I know in my life my I can pick out chapters where peace filled my heart, despite hardship. But I can just as easily pick out chapters in my life where something other than peace filled my heart. Why do you think this happens? Jealousy, bitterness, darkness have a sneaky way of ruling our hearts. Often, I don't even notice when it's happening.

I think this verse helps answer that question for me. The sentence, and be thankful. When I stop being thankful, ugliness can take over. I’m not sure I'm articulating that very well. Let me try again... When I have peace in my heart (even in hard times) I'm much more aware of extending my gratitude to the Lord. When I stop offering my thankfulness to God, my connection, my relationship, my peace with God is not the center of my heart. This is the perfect opportunity for the enemy to be sly and let ugly thoughts fill my heart. Gross! I don't want that. God, may I always be thankful and always have your peace fill my heart.

Friday, March 22, 2013

Day #33

Colossians 3:18
Wives, understand and support your husbands by submitting to them in ways that honor the Master.

I know that this verse can cause some people to get uncomfortable. Submitting is a touchy word in our day for some females. I admit the word really makes me think. I'm stubborn and don't love the thought of being fully submitted to someone.  The word submit, is described as ways soldiers submit to generals...eek! While deciding if I wanted this as a memory verse I looked up a lot of versions. Each used the word submit.  That really doesn't  give a lot of wiggle room.  We are called to submit to our husbands.

You see God has ordained Andy as the head of our household. I trust that.  Here is the part I think we don't always acknowledge because we are too caught up in equality. Andy respects me.  He respects my opinion and my heart. We work in a way where submitting comes easily. Does this make sense? Andy isn't going to make decisions for our family that are horrible and I have to follow behind him.  The next verse in Colossians calls Husbands to not take advantage of their wives. God intended marriage to have mutual respect.

I wrote more about that then I planned on, forgive me for preaching.  I really wanted to know this verse because I want the command to understand and support Andy to be in my thinking.  All the time. This takes work. As a counselor I see marriages where couples stop trying to understand and stop supporting.  It breaks my heart.  Marriage takes work.  God has high hopes for marriages and it should not be taken lightly. I pray Andy and I would never loose sight of why we were married.  God remind us that we became one to better glorify you. 

Thursday, March 21, 2013

Day #32

I've been reading, The Devil in Pew Number Seven by Rebecca Nichols Alonzo.  It's been a great read because it is a fascinating story about forgiveness. I'm not giving anything away that the title doesn't... The story is about a preacher's family who is terrorized by a man in their church.  It's straight up crazy what he does! However, the family chooses to enforce my memory verse for the day, Luke 6:27-28...

'But I tell you who hear me: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you, bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you'

This verse is pretty straight forward. Silly story, but I can't stop thinking about this lady that yelled and flipped me off about six years ago. I was dropping my mom off somewhere and happened to be doing it in a handicap spot (horrible I know, but I wasn't going to be there long).  At the same time a woman came charging out cursing and yelling at me. I hate confrontation and backed out of the spot in tears. I need to pray for this lady and not let her ruffle my feathers any longer!

On a more serious note. Not everyone is going to get along in this world.  We as Christians have to show Christ's love by blessing those who hate, mistreat, and curse us.  On the flip side, we should not be someones enemy. That challenge almost seems harder to me.  I never want to mistreat someone. God has called us to be holy people.  This means loving your neighbor; by blessing them and not mistreating them. I pray Lord that I could love my neighbors... all the time!


Wednesday, March 20, 2013

Day #31

One of the best lessons I've learned during this has been the constant reminder that God is my refuge.  It's sprinkled all over scripture. In Him I can find shelter. I've reflected on this several times during this lent season. When I'm face with something bad, I'm reminded of this. There is something powerful about this that sends a warmth all throughout my body. Today's verse is another one that sends me to a place of comfort and rest.

Psalm 91:1-2...

Whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High
    will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.[a]
I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress,
    my God, in whom I trust.”

How amazing is God! What an amazing gift TRUST is. I know that life is not easy.  We are all surrounded by darkness and sadness. We live in a fallen world. But the 'whoever dwells in the shelter of the Most High (stop and think about that description, Most High...pretty awesome) will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.' This is what it means to be a follower and believer of Christ. We can't always escape the bad in life, but we can rest in the Lord.  This is such great news. 

Tuesday, March 19, 2013

Day #30

10 days left.  My biggest fear is that I'm annoying people with so many post.  I know that's stupid and it's the enemy attacking me.  God has used many people to speak kindness and encouragement into me as I journey to know more.  I'm so grateful.

2 Corinthians 4:8-9
 We have troubles all around us, but we are not defeated. We do not know what to do, but do not give up the hope of living. We are persecuted, but God does not leave us. We are hurt sometimes, but we are not destroyed.

Sometimes I feel like all I see are troubles all around me. I often don't know what to do. Especially in my line of work. As I read this I think, I am never alone. Words really can't express the freedom, comfort, and warmth this promise gives me. May this promise comfort me always.

Monday, March 18, 2013

Day #29

1 John 3:16-18

 
 This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers and sisters.  If anyone has material possessions and sees a brother or sister in need but has no pity on them, how can the love of God be in that person?  Dear children, let us not love with words or speech but with actions and in truth.

I've mentioned before Andy and I lived in Swaziland.  Our main job was to coordinate teams and their events when they came to serve.  Right now there is a team in Swaziland.  I'm living out the week of events in my mind, I long to be there.  I long to spend hours in the sun connecting with people who don't even speak English.

While in Africa it was easy to live this verse out.  While there we tried our hardest to love and serve. As much as we could.  It was our job our main priority. Since being back I always think, how can I love like that here? It's kinda sad because I should be seeking out people to love here, just like I did in Swaziland. What has changed to make it different?

I know that loving in Idaho looks different than it did in Africa.  I dont' have to wear skirts and it's colder. On a serious note, nothing regarding how I live should be different.  Regardless of where God puts me. I should always see loving and serving others as my job.  I need to try hard here too.  This verse says it straight forward; 'if I don't have pity on them...how can the love of God really be in me!'

I pray this defines me.  That I have the love of God in me. God may I be sensitive to my surroundings and your leading.

 

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Day #28

My sweet husband loves Proverbs and Psalms.  I know he has them running through his veins, leading him.  Even if he doesn't know it. I want this Proverb to run through my veins...

Proverbs 17:22

A cheerful heart is good medicine,
but a crushed spirit dries up the bones.


Isn't this the truth! It is so refreshing and nice to be around a cheerful person.  People who are 'crushed' or negative suck the lif out of me!

I love the story of how our relator, from buying our first house, came to know the Lord. Her name is Lisa. Lisa was not a believer.  She never went to church growing.  She knew nothing about Christianity. When she was in her late 20's she had a coworker who was happy all the time. Lisa said it kinda annoyed her. Finally one day she asked this coworker why she was so joyful all the time.  The coworker said because of the great things Jesus has done for me. Lisa wanted that joy and then began her journey to know Jesus.  I can tell you she has the most cheerful heart and that cheer is contagious. Isn't God good!  I want to be like Lisa and her coworker... noticeably different because of the joy of Jesus! 

Friday, March 15, 2013

Day #27

I love being outside.  Something about it refreshes my soul. Last night I was thinking about the stars in Africa. There are so many!  Well, the same amount exists in the sky in America, we just don't see them that often. I'm curious how often people think about that?  Does it bother any one else that life is so full, that it even fills the sky (lights, smog...)? I love this verse...
 
Psalm 8:3-4
 
When I consider your heavens,
the work of your fingers,
the moon and the stars,
which you have set in place,
 what is mankind that you are mindful of them,
human beings that you care for them?


God put the stars and moon there for us to enjoy.  I love God's creativity. He is so mindful.  I love the thought of how much God cares for us.  Even when we don't see it.  He does. His care is all around us.  I pray that I can recognize His care and love when I'm in nature, even when my lif is so full it fills the sky.  

Thursday, March 14, 2013


Joshua 1:5...
 'No one will be able to stand against you all the days of your life. As I was with Moses, so I will be with you; I will never leave you nor forsake you.'

When I was growing up Mercy Me came to our church camps and led worship.  It has been fun to see how they have grown!  One song they sang has always stuck with me.  I hum it a lot. I often reflect on the time I heard it at camp. It was a time I grew in my faith. The words give me automatic tears and comfort. It comes from this scripture and now I know the reference!  Here are the words to the song, The Promise. I pray it comforts me and whomever else reads this. Or you could just listen to it :) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VfXolErL8js

I love you
And I will never leave you
Nor forsake you
And I love you
And i will never leave you
you are my child
you are my child
when you're down
when your heart is broken
when no one seems to care
please know that I love you
cuz you are my child
you are my child
and i want to wrap my arms around you
and say everything,everything will be alright
you are my child
let me wipe those tears from your eyes
come to me
come to Jesus
come to him
come to Jesus
come to him

Wednesday, March 13, 2013

Day #25

Sometimes I have moments in life where I am taken back by God's goodness.  The simple things just give me a burst of warmth and joy.  Moments like; praying with a college kid after they've come to my home to chat, climbing in my bed to read, sitting at the dinner table talking after the food is gone, a home full of laughter, singing great music in the car. These moments seem perfect. Psalm 18:30...

'As for God, his way is perfect: The Lord's word is flawless; he shields all who take refuge in him.'

While the first part of this verse gives me a burst of joy, the last part gives me comfort.  Not every moment in life has the perfect feeling that I mentioned above. The good news about that is that God is our shield. I picture this big shield covering me as I'm on my knees praying.  He is my protector and comforter.  For that I am grateful and I am grateful for the perfect moments that God give me.

Tuesday, March 12, 2013

Day #24

Day #3 for Colossians 1:9-11...

For this reason, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you. We continually ask God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all the wisdom and understanding that the Spirit gives,[a]10 so that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God, 11 being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, with joy.

When reading about verse 11 in Barclay's Daily Study Bible Series, I learned a lot abou the patiences and joy referrenced in this scripture. 

The word patience used is translated in Greek as hupomone. It isn't the type of patience we would normally think of.  Having patience in letting life move in it's own pace.  Instead, it means the ability to bear things, but the ability to turn what we bear into glory. Barclay calls it a CONQUERING patience. The ability to tackle what life has for us and turn it into glory.

He then describes JOY as a radiant and sunny-hearted attitude of life. That is one of the best descriptions of joy I've come across. As Christians we are called to have joy in any circumstance. We are to be RADIANT.  I'm challenged to be that way all the time.

A prayer I recently read...

"Make me, O Lord, victorious over every circumstance; make me patient with every person; and withal give me the joy which no circumstance and no man will ever take away from me.'

I can't help but think of some of my brothers and sisters in Swaziland who are sunshine in such a dark place.  I long to be like they are. 

Monday, March 11, 2013

Day #23

Day two for Colossians 1:9-11...

For this reason, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you. We continually ask God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all the wisdom and understanding that the Spirit gives,[a]10 so that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God, 11 being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, with joy.

On Saturday I wrote about the prayer in verse nine; praying for spiritual wisdom and understanding of God's will.  Verse 10 reminds me that Prayer is not there for us to escape the life. Prayer is there to better the way we live life. A life that is worthy of the Lord and pleasing to Him in every way. Prayer gives us power. Power to bear the fruit God has intended for our journey.

It has been empowering learning these scriptures.  I've noticed myself growing in my knowledge of the strength and power I have through God. I'm reminded that through a relationship with Him I have power to face what comes my way. He will give me what I need.  I never want that to leave my thinking! May I always call on God and seek His will. 

Saturday, March 9, 2013

Day #22

I'm planning on breaking this scripture down for a few days.  I think there is a great lesson in this scripture, and I really want to know it!

Colossians 1 9-11

For this reason, since the day we heard about you, we have not stopped praying for you. We continually ask God to fill you with the knowledge of his will through all the wisdom and understanding that the Spirit gives,[a]10 so that you may live a life worthy of the Lord and please him in every way: bearing fruit in every good work, growing in the knowledge of God, 11 being strengthened with all power according to his glorious might so that you may have great endurance and patience, with joy.

In Barclays' commentary he suggests that the greatest lesson about prayer request is in this passage. In these verse we see two request. The discernment of God's will and the power to perform that will. Paul was praying this for his friends, kinda a cool thought.  

The kind of spiritual wisdom used in verse 9 comes from the Greek word, sophia.  It means the knowldege of first principles. The word understanding is suesis, which in Greek means critical knowledge.  So, Paul is praying for his friends that they would have great knowledge in the principles of Christianity and that they could apply it to the world.  

I love this. I love the words.  Lord, help me to have spiritual wisdom and understanding of your will. May I stop and listen to you instead of feeding you the will I have for my life. 

Friday, March 8, 2013

Day #21


Hebrews 4:12...
 'For the word of God is alive and active. Sharper than any double-edged sword, it penetrates even to dividing soul and spirit, joints and marrow; it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart.'

I love this. I pray God that your word would be alive and active in my life. The last part of this verse, 'it judges the thoughts and attitudes of the heart'. Sums up my desire for this Lent action I'm taking on. I want scripture to contol my thoughts and attitudes. 

I can't help but think of a sweet friend who is living this out.  My friend Tarah Warren, I know she's reading this. She has been my friend since we were in elementary school. She has stage IV ovarian cancer.  Right now she can proudly say she is half way through part of her chemo.  But, she has been so sick and beat up.

Tarah has been writing updates (Teal for Tarah on Facebook...add her to your prayer list), and I am so inspired by her! I'm inspired how she is seeing God at work, even in little interactions. I'm inspired by the way the word of God is alive, active, and controlling her attitude. Thanks be to God!

P.S. Her verse for this chapter in her life is 2 Corinthians 12:9 (Day # 3 for me)...'My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weakness, so that Christ power may rest on me.' 

Thursday, March 7, 2013

Day #20...halfway point

20 days of lent down and 20 more to go.  If you are participating in Lent, I hope you are seeking the Lord and growing closer to Him as you observe the Lent season. I'm grateful for the ways I have been drawing closer to Him, yet I pray for more perseverance and wisdom for the scripture.

I love the reminder todays verse gives me, 1 Corinthians 4:20...

'For the Kingdom of God is not a matter of talk but of power.'

I am humbled as I read this.  How often do we over sophisticate the Kingdom of God? How often do we spend time justifying rather than seeking the Lord?

When I hear the word POWER in this verse I think, where does the power come from?  I'm pretty sure a lot of the power comes through prayer and the Holy Spirit. If my hunch about power comes from prayer is true, do I/we spend enough time relying on prayer or our wise theology discussions.  Don't get me wrong, theology and discussionr are great! But, this scripture reads that the Kingdom is made up of power.

I want to see this power. I wonder how often church leaders or leaders from other Christ centered organization spend time in prayer together... for entire meetings? Just a thought and a challenge. What a great reminder to call on the Holy Spirit to show His power.

Wednesday, March 6, 2013

Day # 19

I have a lot of thoughts running through my head about todays scripture.  Well, I have everyday...and always wonder if my writings make sense. Today, I especially hope it make sense.  I think it's because I'm still wrapping my brain around 1 John 4:19...

'We love Him, because He first loved us.'

Okay folks, this scripture is deep (maybe only to me). God loves me so much and this is why I love Him. I don't deserve His love.  The creator of everything loved me first...what! Awesome.

My prayer for my daughter has been; 'God, I pray she knows you love her and that she loves you back!'

Last night I read her my FAVORITE book! The Giving Tree by Shel Silverstein.



Did you know that Shel was Jewish?  He wrote this book to describe how he views Jesus.  Pretty awesome.  It will change the way you read the book if you didn't already know that.  It helps me understand God's love for me. I had it inmind last night and I wept as I read it! I mean had mascara down my face cry!! Read it if you have it!

The tree loves the boy. He always wants the boy to enjoy him. He gives himself to the boy.  He loves the boy, all the time.

I hope that some dots are connected as you read my writing.  God's love is so good... I never want to stop learning about it!

Tuesday, March 5, 2013

Day # 18

Somedays, okay most days, I struggle with laziness.  I don't think I fully grasp how much I struggle with it. It's hard to always put 100% in everything. And let's face it...it feels better to sit than get things done (which is not a bad thing we need down time too!) Today's verse...

2 Peter 1:5-7

5 For this very reason, make every effort to add to your faith goodness; and to goodness, knowledge; 6 and to knowledge, self-control; and to self-control, perseverance; and to perseverance, godliness; 7 and to godliness, mutual affection; and to mutual affection, love.

I'm really challenged at how this verse states, make every effort to add to your faith.  Effort equals work and like I said, I stuggle being lazy. After the scary effort statement there is a beautiful list of words.  Again, I'm a word lover and they empower me. I love how the message reads this verse...

'So don’t lose a minute in building on what you’ve been given, complementing your basic faith with good character, spiritual understanding, alert discipline, passionate patience, reverent wonder, warm friendliness, and generous love, each dimension fitting into and developing the others.'

Each dimension fitting into and developing the others. Referring back to the NIV translation, It is a natural progression of great character. If you put effort into goodnes.  Have knowledge in the goodness, then you will practice self control. Self-control takes perseverance. You get the picture.  I pray that I would make steps to add goodness in my life and resist laziness.  It is as simple as having my quiet time when I'm alert! 

Monday, March 4, 2013

Day # 17

Yesterday a friend from high school posted a picture of roses she got from a friend.  The friend told her it was an action to let her know that God loves her, she loved her and loves their kingdom friendship.  Then she posted this verse.

Romans 12:10...

'Be kindly affectionate one to another with brotherly love; in honor preferring one another'


I thought it was a pretty cool gesture. Of course, I looked up the scripture and wanted to know the context. There are a lot of translations of this verse.  I really liked the King James.

The words used, be kindly affectionate, aren't used anywhere else in scripture.  Isn't that interesting! The type of kindly affection describe is like the affection used in a family. So, Christians should have this type of affection in the Christian family. Next, brotherly love is a pattern seen throughout scripture. What is different about this is Paul says brotherly love should be done kindly.

To sum it up.  We are called to be kind and love. I heard of a story about an ex gang member who came to church.  After awhile he left the church.  When he was asked why, he said church wasn't what he thought it would be.  In his gang they treated eachother as a family.  He did not find that at church.  How sad is that?! That a gang did a better job at loving than the church. Once again I am humbled and challenged!

Saturday, March 2, 2013

Day #16

This verse makes me happy. I can't decide which translation I like the best. Hebrews 10:24...


'And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds'  NIV

'Let’s see how inventive we can be in encouraging love and helping out'
The Message

I read about 10 and they all had a great twist on words.  I think I like how The Message says 'inventive' and 'encouragine love.'

Each individual is facing a battle.  By our human nature, we are selfish and self centered.  With this mindset it can be hard to focus on encouraging love and doing good deeds.  I am challenged to do be better at this.  But what I love about this scriputre is thinking of being inventive and/or creative in loving others.  Simple things like; letters, hugs, bringing a friend a coffee at work... so many options!

The other day after a work out class I was left standing by the teacher.  I've always been nervous to talk to her because, well lets face it, I worry about how she sees me as I sweat and look like a whale trying to get to downward dog! She is a doll.  I told her how I loved coming to her classes because she is such an encouraging instructor and so positive.  I was shocked at how she reacted to my words.  Her entire face lit up and she said I made her week. I would argue that saying kind words is one of the best ways we can do good deeds! Spread His love!!


Friday, March 1, 2013

Day # 15

We are created for good. I am created for good. You are created for good. Ephesians 2:10...

'God has made us what we are. In Christ Jesus, God made us to do good works, which God planned in advance for us to live our lives doing. '

In a lot of areas in my life it is hard for me acknowledge what I am, my gifts.  I never want to come across as arrogant or proud. I think society has shaped me that way. Confidence is a hard path to walk on because people attack and confidence can become self glorifying. I can't help but think this makes God sad. He made us. He made us to do good things with our gifts.

This verse really challenges me. It challenges me to search myself, seek counsel, and develop self awareness. What gifts do I have? What did God make me? Am I allowing God to grow those gifts into something beautiful for His glory?

I find comfort in the last phrase. God planned in advance for us to live our lives doing... Doing good with how he has made us.

Thursday, February 28, 2013

Day # 14

I'm tired today.  I mean driving the car, my eyes are burning from being open tired. I know I'm not alone in this feeling.  We live is such a FULL world.  One of our fears coming back from Swaziland is that we would get caught up in the 'you must have a busy schedule' lie our society tells us. It is something we fight daily.  And then parenthood happpened...another level of tired. I'm reminded today by Matthew 11:28...

'Come to me all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest.'

Each person on this earth has a different story of why they are weary or burdened. It may be family stress, illness, school work, or lack of sleep because of these stresses. Whatever it may be, God says to come to Him. Come to Him and he will give you rest. Stop whatever you are doing and ask Him to give you rest.  Let Him fill you. But remeber, we have to take steps to slow down so God can fill us. May you be renewed by His rest, comfort and goodness today!

Wednesday, February 27, 2013

Day #13

Today's scripture is one that I have memorized already, but I want it to be my backbone.  It may take me a little bit, but I eventually get it all out. I'm sure you are the same.  It is Galatians 5: 22-23...

'But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness. and self-control. Against such things there is no law.'

I'm sorry I keep referencing 'Forgotten God,' it's just good stuff! It wasn't until reading that book that I connected a few new dots. Maybe I'm the only one who viewed the fruit of the spirit as Christlike characteristics we all aim to have. Some of us are better than others in different areas. We should all try and act in these ways.

While there is truth to that, I've been missing the entire picture.  When we surrender our lives, the Spirit fills us. So, when we are filled we get all these characteristics.  How did I not connect these dots? Yesterday's scripture and today's weave together perfectly.  God has equipped us with what we need to have this fruit and to produce this fruit.

In Forgotten God Chan asks the reader to look over these traits.  Do we as Christians posses each one to a supernatural degree? He writes that he is disturbed when we are not really bothered that God living in us has not made much of a noticeable difference. Most churchgoers are content to find a bit of peace (or a little bit of kindness, self-control, ect...) , not the Peace of God that surpasses all understanding.  Honestly, it disturbs me too!

When we as believers exhibit these fruits in ways that surpasses the world's understanding...that's when the world notices. What a challenge. Praise the Lord for His grace and peace.

Tuesday, February 26, 2013

Day #12

2 Peter 1:3-7

'By his divine power, God has given us everything we need for living a godly life. We have recieved all of this by coming to know him, the one that called us to himself by means of his marvelous glory and excellence.'

I think this scripture speaks for itself. God has given us everything we need to live a godly life. By His divine power.  It is such an awesome thought that just by being a relationship with God we have everything we need.  God has equipped us in ways we don't even know.

I can't help but think of a song by Whitney Houston (sad...). She sings about not knowing her own strength. Putting her life aside, the lyrics are great.  Have you ever been in a situation where you were impressed with your strength? Or thought God is what got me through this? He gives us strength.  He gives us everything we need to live a godly life. What an ecouraging thought.

Thank you Lord.

Monday, February 25, 2013

Day #11

Happy Monday! Last night I sat down and quizzed myself on the past 10 verses. I don't have them down word for word, but I have more in my brain than I once did. And that makes me happy. I'm still working at it!

I really like words.  I know that may sound silly, but I do. I often repeat words (or short phrases) in my head to help encourage me.  Some of my favorites are; dwell, rest, cherish, peace. Today's verse has a handful of words I don't always think of in my daily interactions as a Christ follower.

James 3:17...

'But the wisdom that comes from Heaven is first of all pure; then peace loving, considerate, submissive, full of mercy and good fruit, impartial and sincere.'

I love how James (the author, who is Jesus' brother) refers to these words as wisdom from Heaven. such a fun thought!  This wisdom can't be learned in school, you can only learn it from Heaven. What if people in this world had these words encouraging their every thought, steps and action?

"Let me be pure in my thinking and interactions..."

"Love peace..."

"Be considerate of my surroundings..."

"Put others before me..."

"Treat people fair...all people and be sincere."

I think you get the point.  May I meditate on these words today. May they control my thoughts, steps and actions.  Have a great day!

Saturday, February 23, 2013

Day # 10

Saturday is a good day and mornings are so peaceful.  Today I woke up and there was snow on the ground. Everything seems so peaceful with snow.  My nieces from California are visiting, and when they woke up it was so fun to hear their reactions!

Psalm 143:8-10...

'Let the morning bring me word of your unfailing love, for I have put my trust in you. Show me the way I should go, for to you I entrust my life. Rescue me from my enemies, Lord, for I hide myself in you. Teach me to do your will, for you are my God; may your good Spirit lead me on level ground.'

I'm so grateful that this morning I was reminded of the Lord's unfailing love and goodness.  With the simplest things... quietness, snow, and sweet nieces. May we all dwell in His unfailing love this Saturday.

Friday, February 22, 2013

Day # 9

Sometimes I get discouraged. Discouraged about life and the circumstances of others. As a counselor, I hear a lot of sad things, horrible things. My heart can ache for my clients... I long for them to know the hope of the Lord.  To know His goodness and the freedom that comes from knowing Him. Joshua 1:9 says...

'Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go.'

When I read this I am challenged.  We are commanded to be strong and courageous. In ever aspect of our lives. I take this as a challenge for all the different roles I play in my life.  As a wife, I need to be strong when we have hard days of marriage.  As a mom, I need to be courageous how I raise my daughter in this world of darkness. As a adult woman living on a college campus and a counselor I need to be strong and courageous when breathing encouragement into students and clients. 

He has a commanded us to not be discouraged, He is with us everywhere we go.  This directly connects to other scripture I blogged about.  The Holy Spirit is in us...giving us the strength and courage we need to face the ugly. 

Thursday, February 21, 2013

Day # 8

I said a few days ago that I'm reading 'Forgotten God" by Francis Chan. It is a book about the Holy Spirit. I've really enjoyed how it has opened my eyes to the relationship I had never really wrapped my brain around. There is a section of the book where he writes about when Christ gives us the Holy Spirit. In John 16:7 it says...

" But very truly I tell you, it is for your good that I am going away. Unless I go away, the Advocate will not come to you; but if I go, I will send him to you."

Chan sums this verse up to say 'Yes, I was with you for three and a half years, but it is better that I leave you and the Holy Spirit comes.' Can you imagine the disciples reaction? 

How do we react hearing that now?  It's an interesting thought. Of course I would love for Jesus to still be on earth, but would I ever see him? Would he be like Billy Graham filling auditoriums all the time? What would his groupies be like? 

I'm thankful that the Holy Spirit has been given to us.  We each have an intimacy with him.  That's a cool thought. Something I never want to take lightly or forget. 


Wednesday, February 20, 2013

Day # 7

Today's verse is one I'm excited to have in my memory bank! John 14:27...

 "Peace I leave with you; my peace I give you. I do not give to you as the world gives. Do not let your hearts be troubled and do not be afraid."

Isn't it comforting? Peace. God gives us peace.

When we were deciding whether or not to move to Africa everyone had their opinions.  People were full of fear and wanted us to be very cautious.  I know if the roles were swapped, I would have the same thoughts.  At moments I could become anxious.  It was a scary thought to move that far.  To a place with such sickness and corruption. Overall I had this peace.  It was indescribable. Peace that covered me. Peace that passes all understanding. I know God gave me that peace.

It is hard to not be troubled or to be afraid.  Especially in a world that throws fear in your face every time you turn on the TV. The Lord tells us to not live in this fear, it is not from God. It really is challenging to not be afraid!

May I seek God's peace daily, moment by moment.

Tuesday, February 19, 2013

Day # 6

I've been praying for the Lord to reveal scriptures that I need.  Not scriptures to write and discuss, scripture that will change me. I pray that I can soak in God's promises to me. Then I came across this scripture in James 1 :25...

'But whoever looks intently into the perfect law that gives freedom, and continues in it- not forgetting what they have heard, but doing it-they will be blessed in what they do.'

What perfect and encouraging words for me to hear.  A great promise, I have already been blessed and it's only day 6! 

I'm not sure about you but I guilty of forgetting what I have read and heard. Very guilty.  Yes I have little sprinkles of wisdom from sermons or Bible study. How often do I let those things challenge me or reflect on them? It is my desire this Lent season to look intently into scripture. To know true freedom, through my relationship with the Lord.

Monday, February 18, 2013

Day # 5


Hope everyone had a great Sunday.  Let's jump right into the second half of this scripture...

John 14: 15-17

"If you love me, keep my commands. And I will ask the Father and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever- the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you."

When we were living in Africa, the words I'm focusing on today were a huge part of my journey while there. "The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you." Where we lived in Africa, it was hard to see God at times. It was hard to have hope. Half the people in the country have AIDS, orphans were everywhere, it is a country of grief. Feel free to read some of my old post from our journey. 

All that to say, I learned a HUGE lesson about the Holy Spirit while there and these words describes it, perfectly.  The world will look at places such as Swaziland, Africa and ask where is the Lord now. But, being a believer I had to learn that the Lord has not left me or the world. He has physically left the world, but he left the Holy Spirit residing in us... that means in me! We are to be the hands and feet of Christ. We hear these words a lot... but it is our calling to live this way.  In essence, this is God's will for our lives. To be in tune with and sensitive to Holy Spirit guiding our every step. 

To sum it up John 14: 15-17... God has given us an advocate.  Someone to lead and encourage us to keep His commands, the Holy Spirit. The Holy Spirit is in us.   I pray I am sensitive to the whispers I hear today and this is my prayer for all who may be reading. 

Saturday, February 16, 2013

Day # 4


I've been reading this book ...


It's been a great read for me.  It's challenging and eye opening.  Francis Chan writes about the 'forgotten God'- meaning the Holy Spirit. Today's verse is something I want embedded in my thinking (well all the ones I'm focusing on I want embedded in me...isn't that the point!).

Today's scripture I'm going to write about for two days. Because technically it's three verses and I really want to memorize it...  John 14: 15-17

"If you love me, keep my commands. And I will ask the Father and he will give you another advocate to help you and be with you forever- the Spirit of truth. The world cannot accept him, because it neither sees him nor knows him. But you know him, for he lives with you and will be in you."

I'm just focusing on the first two sentences. The first sentence is so straight forward.  Sometimes I feel like it is  slap in the face.  It's so black and white, if you love me...keep my commands.  Always a great reminder of how we who profess we are believers should live.

As far as the second sentence, the word advocate makes me so delighted. Maybe because I am a counselor for kiddos and I love advocating for them (and my adult clients). It is so rewarding when clients become empowered. I picture the Holy Spirit in this role;  sticking up for us, encouraging us, supporting us, wanting what's best for us...it's a cool thought! Actually, it's a very humbling thought.  We are each so special that God the Father gave us an advocate.  And He is with us forever.  Being our  cheerleader, cheering us on to love others as ourselves.




Friday, February 15, 2013

Day # 3

Today's scriputre 2 Corinthians 12:9...

'But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.'

In my quiet time last night this verse was use to help support what was being discussed. Honestly, I can't even recall exactly what I was reading about...sad, I know. Something about surrendering. However, the verse stayed with me and I have been dwelling on it. It is so full of goodness, I could write pages. Don't worry I'm only choosing a bit to focus on.

What does this really mean? 'My power is made perfect in weakness.' What is my weakness? Sadly, I can come up with a list of imperfections. But I wanted to take my 'list of sorrow/weakness' to the next level, sum it all up. I hope you follow my thinking...

As Christians we are called to Love. Everyone. Sometimes that's just hard to do. We are selfish and judgemental by our human nature, not perfect. So, to cover my entire list of 'sorrow/weakness' my weakness is summed up to be unloving. This term unloving makes my skin crawl because I never want to come across as 'unloving.' The truth is I do... whether it be in my thinking, body language, or conversations. I am guilty.

But, there is good new folks. God's grace is sufficent and His strength is perfect in my weakness. He is ready to equip me with what I need to make me stronger, in His name. His power is resting on me. The greek word used for the the words 'power may rest on me' -means, cover me all over like a tent. I love that image! God's grace is covering us like a tent. This is good news!

Thursday, February 14, 2013

Day # 2

I have to admit that after I posted yesterday I became sick to my stomach.  I started thinking...
  
 'oh no, what have I done. I'm going to have to talk to people about this. Who do I think I am preaching to the cyber world about scriptures. Hopefully all my FB friends gave up FB for lent.'

After a little while of being physical anxious I was reminded of how the enemy attacks us. Of course the enemy doesn't want me to draw close to God. All I have to say to that is, 'back up enemy!' Ha!

The scripture I want to memorize today is from Isaiah 9:6

"For unto us a child is born, to us a son is given; and the government shall be upon his shoulder, and his name shall be called Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace"

This usually is seen around Christmas and I'm singing the song as I write it. I read over this scripture the other day and I can't stop thinking about all the titles given to Jesus in this text.  Stop and look at each of them;Wonderful Counselor, Mighty God, Everlasting Father, Prince of Peace! They are so rich, comforting and powerful. I'm moved to tears. Jesus is each of these to us! I never want to forget He is all of this, all the time! As a counselor I am humbled at the thought of how wonderful a counselor He is! If only some of my clients could get to know Him. He is Mighty, Everlasting, and can bring Peace. Rejoice in His goodness this day!

Wednesday, February 13, 2013

Season of Lent

      
          I've had this idea turning in my head for a few weeks. After a lot of dots being connected, I've decided to go on a scripture journey this season of Lent. I've debated this because I have always kept my fasting 'secret,' considering it a very intimate issue between me and The Lord.  Should this journey be something I make public?  Today at NNU's chapel Julene challenged us to give up something that would better our community. So, I feel a peace about 'going public.'  I have hopes that God will use this to glorify His kingdom and better our community. I hope it is daily encouragement...even it's just for me.
         As long as I can remember (at least since college) I have been praying for a hunger for scripture. That I would know scripture. That it would run in my blood and always be in my thinking. I'm horrible at memorizing things word for word. I know scripture says something but can't tell you where. I just have a bad memory in that regard. I read scripture and often find myself deeply moved (and sometimes confused, ha). 
       My plan is to take a new scripture each day and meditate on it daily. I will post the scripture and maybe a few words.  I'm not a theologian, I have horrible grammar, and I can't spell. But I have a desire to know the Word of God! I feel this is a way that can help me know scripture, hold me accountable, and a way to share with the world God's goodness.

 So here we go...

     Today's scripture is one that I have recently memorized and find myself reflecting on it often, I mean a lot!

" It is for freedom that Christ has set us free. Stand firm then, and do not be burdened again by the yoke of slavery." Galations 5:1

Here is a picture of a yoke...  



It is used to keep animals together as they pull loads of stuff. This is such a powerful image!  Picture yourself next to what you are inslaved by.  What would your posture be like wearing this? For me, it changes all the time.  As a new mom, somedays it's self-pity that I'm not able to be as independent as I'd like to be. Christ came to set me free from this yoke of slavery. Praise His Name!! He alone can meet my needs and equip me with what I need to break free. May you draw near to the Lord this Lent season, and experience Him in a new way.  You are loved!